Review myself. All disadvantages and bad habits.

Review my life in 2008, I can't say I did it a good job. Although I finally left Unilever, the company I don't like but which I worked for more than three years already.
In terms of jobs, the scores is C or 61. Okay, spending a lots of time but not really did a good job.

Besides that, I spend the first few months

1. Succesfully invited all my good friends to Jotsecoshi上越國際 for 5 days snowboarding trips.
2. Moved to Area Sales team in Apr. and quit in July finally.
3. Start to learn day trading in TaiFuture market. (but so far didn't do it well, lost 100k in MTF and 50k in TPO)
4. Became an uncle in July/13th because my brother and sister-in-law's new boy.
5. Dad hit his left knee and had a surgen in 天成. Bcz of his relatives and friends visited him one after one, I was taught that you will know how well you treat the people around you in every life when you were in hospital.
6. Moved to live with Claire Wu finally and also came back to Da-an district with quality life.
7. Join Naruwan 8 days SB Coaching Camp in Dec, (TBC).
Completed. Besides, I also led the first SB trip with Chris and David-Chu to Hakuba 8days trip on Feb 8th safely and successfully.
8. Face the Income Stop Crisis, how to arrange.
The situation getting worse and worse. Need to start to work again and back the normal career life. Shortening expenditure is never a policy for long-term living. Start to send C.V. on 104 from today.2/26 7pm
9. TBC.
10. TBC

Desire and Nervousness

Frankly speaking, I am in a very critical point in my life time. I should take a serious look at this moment and the things I am focusing on. I want to trade everyday; I want to snowboading in Japan; I want to participate the traing camp. I want a lot, but what have I delivered or performed to prove that I am qualified or being able to make it?
These months, I didn't finish really any important task. About my future investing, I am still suffering not being able to earn my lose back. About snowboarding, I also hesitate because of budget concern.